I always wondered what is that worst feeling that people always talk about. Is it breaking of your heart into smaller pieces ,like a broken glass, which will never be put together again? Is it that broken trust, trust that you had on someone who was way more important to you than you could ever imagine? No it’s not any physical injury. It never was, it never will be. Then what it is exactly? What is that worst feeling that all of us go through,maybe once or twice or million times in our life, but still somehow manage to survive?
Well, I guess, maybe it starts with constant fear of losing that tiny little hope you have. A hope that maybe those broken pieces of glass will mend. A hope that our trust will be restored. A hope that makes you feel that everything will fall into place sooner or later.
Then there comes a scary thunder with lightening that strikes you like a nightmare and takes away all your hopes & expectations and leaves you with nothing but darkness. Darkness that no star or moon can drive away. Where you feel lost and aloof. Where no matter how hard you try you just cannot bring that ray of sunshine back in your life. That’s it. That’s the point. That is the worst feeling.
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